vanity my companion

Staring at the wall, memories flashing from within,
I want it all, I must have it all,
Success my only motive, power and fame I desire above all ,
O money!  She gazes at me seductively, I take her hands and follow her trail,
How could she possess so much power over my thoughts? I crave her touch endlessly, I permit her to feed on my soul,
 She adheres to my endless needs but yet I cannot be satisfied, I seek for her carress from dawn to dusk,
O money! What have you done to me? I am a slave to your command,
I stay oblivious to the warnings of reality, money to me is my only soul mate,
Staring at the wall all alone in my sick bed,  no one to hold my feeble hand, no one to cry  with me,
 Alas! It dawns on me, I have such little time left,
O money, where art thou? Bring me flowers and play the violin to the soothing of my soul,

 I lay 6 feet beneath the surface of mother earth, o money where are you.

Annabel adams

Forgive my manners, I totally forgot to introduce myself, I was so excited about creating this blog😀. Anyway my name is Anne Adams, I am 21, I am a final year student majoring in economics, I am also a makeup artiste, I love to draw, mold, paint, travel and write. Sometimes people think am weird , well I won't blame them lol I have like a million personalities, I could be fun, shy, troublesome, blunt, nice, caring etc I can't say I am an extrovert categorically because I could also be an introvert. I am very passionate about achievements and ambitions, I never limit myself, I have a mind of my own. I don't really have friends cos I really don't like obligations and I also don't like to share my thoughts with anyone loool but heyyy if you worth my time you would definitely see my inside. So enough of me before I start to bore somebody lol
This blog is basically about anything I am in the mood to share, although I feel like I could be a motivational speaker but am also very versatile...... Oo yeah I forgot am such a music person I can't function without a dose of

music each day, I love all kinds of music including trap  lol
Anyway I would be really excited to see comments and stuff and if you have any thing you want us to talk about feel free to drop your comments, thanks!

my price

Girl! do you also hear this, o well I thought I was going crazy but I guess y'all get to listen to this as well

• Ah  you are so old school
• people don't think that way anymore 
• girl this is the 21st century you gotta live up
• Who cares about virtues and worth
• Things have definitely changed
• I wouldn't date a novice in sex
• Why do you hold back? It's not a guarantee that you would live a happier life and your partner would love you more
• You have to eat as many fishes as you can before he puts a ring on it

I was talking to some girls sometime ago and I asked them what are your prices, I listened to each of them speak and I got this very interesting response from one of the girls, she said plainly to me " if he has a house and a car I would gladly fuck him" I was speechless, I was sad but I did not want to judge, I talked further to this interesting young lady and I discovered she lacked nothing, she comes from a pretty decent family and she was quite intelligent. I started asking myself questions, why on earth would this beautiful and smart girl have a ridiculous price tag and then I watched her further and I realized she was getting fed with the wrong message. Who are these people feeding this mind with destruction? Her friends! These are people who don't even know their left from their right and here is this girl taking advice from them. 

Back to the matter, I go online and I see naked girls everywhere, I see desperate young ladies striving so hard to be noticed, I see beautiful girls fighting over boys who don't even care about them, I see girls that spend their last cash on tight pants and cleavage revealing outfits just to impress. Do you know that if you put as much effort as you invest in ridiculous things into  your dreams you would achieve sooo much? Do you not know that you have a price? Common girl! You worth more, you deserve much more. Yes ! Why do you chase the boys? Are you trying to change the way things have been? back in the days men worked hard to get a woman, men did everything they could do to impress a lady they fancied but now they do not have to work hard anymore, everything is at their disposal. Why do you have to be so easy and available, why do you sell yourself at a ridiculous price? Do you know that the Taj Mahal was built for a woman like you, do you know that Jacob worked 14 years to marry the woman that he loved, well it's never too late, invest in your self, make yourself a woman that can make a man do anything, let your name be called where great queens dine....it pays to be a virtuous woman, it's pays to hold on till the right time! Get busy, do what you ought to do, occupy yourself with the thought of being accomplished and ye shall be highly exalted.

i am female

I am female, I am a born leader, I am special, I am unique, I have something within me that is so bright and beautiful, I was created to restore balance to the universe. Could the world have been anything without me?  would the day that seem bright and beautiful bring forth peace and harmony without my caressing and soothing touch? could the sun shine and the moon beam  without my delightful heart? Nooo I thought as much, then  why do I feel this way? Why does it feel like I have to live up to the standards of society? I am a young woman with dreams and ambition to rule the world,  I am made to believe that if I achieve success I would be a threat to the male gender and I will end up being old and alone, I know that I am powerful, I know that I can achieve enormous glory, I know my instincts can lead me far above my imagination, so why do I hold my breath? Why am I afraid? Why is my eagle suppressed? I guess I have let myself be occupied with voices that say I can't. The story ends here , I have decided to let no one dictate to me what to do with this one precious life, I don't need permission to climb my mountain,  O ye voices of the ignorant listen and listen good, I will be who I want to be